Sorry. Sorry to myself and to my family. I should have logged off and read a book. I failed to realise that certain dark forces are hard at work and I fed them for a short while. I didn't see the wood for the trees. My mind was in another place. It felt like being face to face with the chairperson of the magistrates all over again. I resorted to tactics used by my foes. It won't happen again.Twitter has been used by millions to air their frustrations and not being infallible I fell into the trap. Messham's threat to tell everyone "what I've done" caused me to react. Despite the hollow and empty threats I took the bait. Makes me angry that I did so, so publically. Anyway it's done. I can't undue the past so have to live with it and move on. I shall do just that.
Never met you or any of the other people. Your twitter stuff last night was just a lot of dirty washing, tomorrow's recycled and forgotten ones and zeroes.
ReplyDeleteYou seem like a pretty tough and grounded bloke. I would like to know more about how the story as you remember it, not filtered through some dark force hack's politically slanted or just plain barmy and morbid agenda. So many of us know MSM is dying now.
MSM dying? Oh please let it be so. I'd like to be the one who puts the cloth over it's face just after it's last breath. Amen
DeleteI agree with Anonymous above.
ReplyDeleteI don't know either of you personally, but I haven't seen you say anything appalling. I suspect other of being manipulative, understand he's damaged, I've met the type before. Be the bigger person and ignore. Hard I know.
Remember with Twitter, ask yourself would you be happy to see it printed in MSM?
A question closely examined this morning.
DeleteI saw where it might go. Kicking myself for not saying it, but i'm new to Twitter and a stranger to you.
ReplyDeleteAgree with anon too. Also understand why you were angry at it being in spotlight again. And as people suspected, this obviously goes way back for you two and has nothing to do with anybody else, so youve no need to apologise to anyone. I know people mean well but I don't think some people realise how painful it is for survivors of any abuse while they're busy with their (good) missions of getting to the truth as you have to relive it again and again. Anyway your blog works - keep writing - please!
ReplyDeleteYou're looking for a compassionate audience yet you offer none yourself?
ReplyDelete15 days ago I was walking the coastline for driftwood. I was cold, wet and found none. Any compassion I may have been in search of was on that day and not since.
ReplyDeleteBlogging is therapeutic. For victims and rescuers alike. Perpetrators don't seem to blog. Maybe a 'secure for sinners' connection could be created for them.
ReplyDeleteKeep blogging! It's uninterrupted speaking. It's slower than speech and thus more thoughtful, potentially.
It's AMAZING what you put together, given your experiences and memories!!! Let them keep coming! You and your readers / followers need them!!!
Be blessed in your typing and clicking!
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